I laughed bitterly to my self

I laughed bitterly to myself.                                                        

I've already decided.

I'm going to have a goal. That's it.

First of all, my goal is to beat my friends and pass the examination with higest value  in school. Ah, no. I could do more, All of Indonesian. Yes! All of Indonesian.

Secondly, I can carry out prayers. No! More than usual. I could add to the night prayer.

Lastly, I can rotate 180 degrees about attitude. There is no such thing as ‘I am E’. I am a Muslim. I am a woman.

I'm a good person. I do not want God jealous. I had to make God love me. Look! I can change it. You know that?

It will be the first step.

Yes, it all started there. Yes! I'm starting to get excited.

Time wail completed.

I have now come back to life from the dead for 6 months, and that fact can not be changed.

So I have to live as strong as he can, and will make my dream come true.

I may make some mistakes. Even if I can not, I'm still going to work hard to achieve them.